Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose
control Nothing I can do anymore
Trying
everything
when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space,
bracing up my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
I'm trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
Even though I'm old and knowing I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore
Trying
everyday when I hold my breath Spending all the space pressing up my chest
I don't wanna lose control I need you to know I will never be this strong
without you You've seen how I grow,
you took all my dopes
I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore
Nothing I can do anymore,
anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spending all this pain spritzing up my chest I don't wanna lose control