I had to think about my oldest friends, now I no longer hang with them And I can't wait to be home again I had a year that nearly sent me off the edge I feel like a five, I can't pretend But if I get my shit together this year, maybe I'll be a ten Help myself a little better, cause it's getting tiring And I can't wait for the summer, no I'm gonna need a moment I did it again, I did it again No control over my emotions One year on and I still can't focus I did it again, yeah I did it, I did it again Twelve rounds in, fighting solo But nobody wins when it ends We'll be placing memories in frames Inviting people round to stay And always owning up to things, to things Cause after all I guess it all depends upon The people you choose and where you're from So I've been so lucky so far It's outrageous, I won't complain Give myself a little credit since I dealt with all the pain Yeah I turned superhero, I'm coming in Bruce Wayne Yeah I did it again, I did it again But this time I took control and turned my shit around Sometimes you gotta cut a bitch out I'm living again, yeah I'm living, I'm living again Yeah, oh yeah And now I'm safe and sound where I belong It took all my strength to carry on And though it's still hard work to find the words I'm still gonna write this fucking song Cause after all I guess it all depends upon The people you choose and where you're from So I've been so lucky so far