It's MC and Y.J., another hit Walkin', we lookin' blind, takin' off Show us what a runway On any given Sunday, Monday, Tuesday They try to confuse me, I never let them use me I was a girl, you was a man I was too young to understand I was naive, I just believed Everything that you told me Said you were strong, pretty to me Then I found out that you were weak Keepin' me there, under your thumb Cause you were scared that I'd become Much more than you could handle Shinin' like a chandelier That decorated every room Inside the private hell we built And I never made it Like a kid, I wish I could fly away But I still kept my tears inside Cause I knew if I started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my life With you, I finally built up the strength To walk away, don't regret it But I still live with this side of me In this place, I'm still dreamin' About them violent times Still a little protective About the people that I let inside Still a little depressed I'm thinkin', won't be tryin' to run my life Still a little depressed Inside of it, cause I'm smiling through it This side of me This side of me This side of me This side of me This side of me Thinkin' inside, no one was there Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet Once in a while, put up a fight It's just too much, night after night But after a while, I was just blind You wasn't wrong, said you was right Did what I could, just to survive Couldn't believe, this was my life Flickering like a candle Do my best to handle sleep And put the end of me Aware that he was smothering Every last heart of me So I broke away And finally found the strength To keep my tears inside Cause I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life With you, I finally Built up the strength To walk away, don't regret it But I still live inside This place, I'm still dreamin' About them violent times Still a little protective That I laid aside Still under pressure, thinkin' Won't be tryna run my life Still under pressure, inside of it Cause finally we're through Side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects Side effects Hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey Magnificent, or should I say magnificent Ain't nothin' worth your happiness And I ain't caring who you with Misery loves company So we ain't tryna hang with y'all Hurt you if you're mad at me Gotta keep your circle small Tryna play ball with G, I'm tellin' I ain't ballin' Think they want me outta here, tellin' I ain't goin' up Side effects, drowsiness, loneliness How is this, I think they call it Hate to face you, what can you prescribe But I hate it I can't forget, every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gon' let them get the best of me Okay, but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gon' let them get the best of me Have my tears inside Cause I knew it first started I keep cryin' For the rest of my life With you, I finally Built up the strength To walk away without regret But I hate it I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gon' let them get the best of me Okay, but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gon' let them get the best of me Have my tears inside Cause I knew it first started I keep cryin' For the rest of my life With you, I finally Built up the strength To walk away without regret But I hate it I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gon' let them get the best of me Have my tears inside Cause I knew it first started I keep cryin' For the rest of my life With you, I finally Built up the strength To walk away without regret