This ain't a diss song, it's a real song Ain't runnin' from no responsibilities I take care of families I'm embarrassed over this mess that I done caused I can't go to sleep, I'm paranoid And there's way too many homicides Bought a hunnid, a hundred slides F***ed a bitch once, now she wanna cry Since you told the field, I had an alibi Broken hearted, f*** my bitch every night I don't know her name, she wanna have my child Laughin' to the bank, got me runnin' wild Knowin' to the pain, so I keep a smile Gotta keep me stashed up for the trial Material intentions, gotta play it foul I'm in rare form like a hyena runnin' wild All the opps gettin' f***ed down I can't go to sleep, I'm paranoid And there's way too many homicides Bought a hunnid, a hundred slides F***ed a bitch once, now she wanna cry Since you told the field, I had an alibi Broken hearted, f*** my bitch every night I don't know her name, she wanna have my child Laughin' to the bank, got me runnin' wild Knowin' to the pain, so I keep a smile I lost connections to the streets and I was in denial I seen the grown man shed tears cause he lost his trial I say the streets a crazy feeling just to lose a child Have a one-on-one with God, yeah, it been a while I woke up paranoid off drugs, I said I'm tired now I answer my phone in the middle of the night like, Knowin' I'm involved, but we gon' slide back when it's down, down I don't know who opps, no more, you look crazy, I'm fine around All of the streets, it's a portion of me I came from nothing to the voice of the streets I got blood in the streets The way he died, I invest, he died in his sleep I can't go to sleep, I'm paranoid And there's way too many homicides Bought a hunnid, a hundred slides F***ed a bitch once, now she wanna cry Sent you to the field and I had an alibi Broken hearted, f***ed my bitch every night I don't know her name, she wanna have my child Laughin' to the bank, got me runnin' wild Know I'm to the pain, so I keep a smile Public conversation, got you touchin' clouds Popped the wrong grill, hit the wrong dial Ain't no visitation, waitin' for the trial Took my last name, this ain't bout a child Real classy, jazzy, well, don't do no trollin' Treat you like you dead when you playin' bogus See, Pluto, you my brother, gotta stay focused Sometimes I get in my feelings too, I wish I were a Trojan They tryna go viral off DMs, that's why I'm antisocial I'm just tryna teach the killers not to use emotion I gotta hope, don't think about my old bitch I'm just tryna live my life and catch this moment I can't go to sleep, I'm paranoid And there's way too many homicides Bought a hunnid, a hundred slides F***ed a bitch once, now she wanna cry Feel like I had an alibi Broken hearted, f*** my bitch every night I don't know her name, she wanna have my child Laughin' to the bank, got me runnin' wild Know I'm to the pain, so I keep a smile You ain't even get no sleep behind this You make a temporary decision That cause permanent pain When it come to money That hood mentality feel like I can go through anything Laughin' to the bank, got me runnin' wild Know I'm to the pain, so I keep a smile