Lately, I've been scaring myself Going through changes, but I need to let you know Maybe I'm in the dark, no lighthouse I know I kept you waiting, but I can't do this alone Yeah, it's a long way back, but I'm falling I've been trying to cure my head from the toxins I don't wanna drag you down where I'm failing But I don't wanna lose you now, so I'm saying I would lay my guard down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you I'm unraveling, cracking open Losing grasp of someone I used to know Will you find me somewhere halfway? I know I kept my distance, but I can't do this alone Yeah, it's a long way back, but I'm falling I've been trying to cure my head from the toxins I don't wanna drag you down where I'm failing But I don't wanna lose you now, so I'm saying I would lay my guard down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you I would lay, I would lay, I would lay it down for you