I should've been there for you
Been looking out for you
I've made mistakes, it's true, my guy
I thought I had time with you
But now you're gone
I feel your soul moving on
I know I gotta be strong, but
Without you, my life just feels wrong, so
How could he take you up off this earth?
I should've told you I love you, cause now this hurts
I thought I knew pain, but this is worse
I'm getting choked up just trying to write these words
I am very sorry
All in my car
We used to drive around and jam in Lincoln Park
I remember all of the good days
Watching Naruto and even rolling in the dark
You were my best friend, so I can't pretend
That this doesn't hurt, cause it feels like the end
I feel like one day I'll see you again
Off in the distance, watching your old friend
What you dream about?
Dream about the bad
Can be without depression, fear, and doubt
I was still with no sound
Words escaped my mouth, don't explain
Lost my mind on different wavelengths
Everly killing the hopeless and I wish I had the same strength
Whatever that I tell myself, just have a little patience
Have a little patience
Be still, been popping pills
Can't even tell what's real, what's fake
Your character, those hearts you bring
Please don't mistake, I love my pain
It's washed away all through the lake
Along with my dreams
I should've been laughing, you
I should've been laughing, you
Been looking out for you
I've made mistakes, it's true, my kind
I thought I had time with you