All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? It's been a while since I last dreamt Barely remember what it's like to dream Been finding it hard to get to sleep, too stressed And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me Pretend it doesn't get to me And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting A man's problems are his own and it's my burden Tossing and turning, trying to get to sleep But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working I ponder on things I shouldn't wonder on Off the rails, my train of thought's wandering Sick of pretending to be so happy all the while my anxiety's away Me, my skin cruel I look up to the sky and it folds The walls close in and it says they're full The good in my life disappears in an instant Happiness is so distant So sing the ones you I love, the ones you love me But I don't want to tell them I feel in case they judge me It's just me Wish I could let somebody in but I ain't ever been too trusty All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands my goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Oh, yeah, yeah Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I barely had any sleep when I get up Sick of all of these nightmares and these night terrors Like it's only when I'm clever that I sleep Bet I might sleep better when I get up I'm weak, it just makes my day harder I wonder if it would've been any different if I had a father that I knew Could it have outshined the way that I grew? At a point, the things I never had went from being a reason for the things that I do To just being an excuse that I choose I've got to take responsibility for the things that I do Find something other than negativity for my cue But I feed off even when I don't seem bothered I hide everything that's going on inside Yes, it's been a while since I've been honest I need help, but I deny and even lie to myself All the times I have played in your lies When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands my goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I just wish someone had told me it would be okay But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness is hard And depression is a slippery slope I don't wanna do what my dad did with a road dog So I carry on even though it's hard The only thing that's definite is death And things always change as long as you give them a chance All the times I have played in your lies When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Will you sing me a last lullaby?