I've been renting a room in a bad part of town
It's the only one that I can afford for now
I know that I could probably stay with some of my friends
I don't wanna have to trouble them again
Cause sometimes I fear if I ask too much
They'll no longer see me as a friend but a crutch
And I don't think I could deal with any of that now
I'll stay here in this bad part of town
I meet people left and right They
talk about the reasons to stay up all
night And sometimes someone asks me about mine
I'll tell them I could tell it in a single night's time
Cause lots of things led me up to this Not in the least,
that one bittersweet kiss
Must've happened somewhere in December,
baby Still on my mind,
I was six months later
And sometimes I wish that I could just
forget How crushed I was when you simply said
I don't think I'm ready for more I
really like you but there's the door now
Oh my God, what the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts keep on circling back to you
And I don't know if legs like that were elusive or
just really nice All I know is I think of you sometimes
And I try to drink these thoughts away
But every single bottle only made you stay
Just a little bit longer,
a little bit more Now I'm passing out on a bathroom floor
And I know that I gotta get my * together
Ain't nobody gotta tell me bye forever
I just need to learn how to love myself
Before I throw it away onto someone else now
Oh my God, what the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts keep on circling back to you
And I don't know if love like ours was elusive or just really nice
All I know is I think of you sometimes
Now oh my God,
what the hell am I supposed to do?
Now all my thoughts keep on circling back to you