Yesterday I saw
A vision of myself
I was happy as can be
And I smiled differently
And yesterday I thought
Am I lying to myself?
Wonder if that's even me
Or a false reality
And after all this time Pretending I'm alright
I'm not alright
And I'm ten steps ahead When it's all in front of me
And it feels so out of reach I don't know what to say
So I look the other way When I know just what I want
But it's pouring out at once Don't tell me it's too late
Cause it always ends the same And honestly it's getting old
Yesterday I called
A friend that I've been missing
And quickly I'm reminded Of emotions I've been hiding
For weeks No more lonely nights
In my bed I've been ignoring All my friends
But I try to see it through It's a chore to say I do
I know I'm lying
And
I feel like a mess
When it's all in front of me
And it feels so out of reach
I don't know what to say So I look the other way
When I know just what I want But it's pouring out at once
Don't tell me it's too late Cause it always ends the same
And honestly it's getting old
Old
Old
Yesterday I saw A vision of myself
I was happy as can be Now it's all in front of me
And it's not so out of reach Not anymore to me
I finally found my peace And I know just what I want
And it's pouring out at once Don't tell me it's too late
Just wanna find my place