I can't handle these pressures All I can say is that stress hurts Things are supposed to get better I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest Not to pick myself apart, this Energy's killing my vibes now Sometimes I just wanna drown out All of the thoughts in my mind Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried But life just sucks and we all die That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be Wonder if I'm good enough Or maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow But I'm empty inside Yeah, I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah, I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Wish I could erase my memories So I can stop feeling so empty I wish this shit wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty Of things I could do to fuck me up I wanna let go, but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone, hoping no one disrupts That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be Wonder if I'm good enough Or maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow I'm drowning up my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow I wish there was no tomorrow But I'm empty inside Yeah, I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah, I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die My body's shaking, my head is aching It feels like my heart is breaking My body's shaking, my head is aching I can't fix this mess I'm making But I'm empty inside Yeah, I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Yeah, I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die Thanks for watching!