Without you So we fall out of touch, and I ruin your trust I should be enough, but it's never enough Without you, without you It's a bunch and a gun, wanna get self-destruct You know I love you so much, but this life really sucks Without you, without you We could be special, we could be amazing Be fucking careful, I should try the same thing Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance to rhythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I'll make a hundred thousand bad decisions I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted And I make, and I make, and I make bad decisions She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve and it's not in my chest So it's back to the bet where the past don't win All of my time was spent Burning holes in my brain since I'll never forget I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet Just so I could blow out my brains You know I'm never myself Never been picture perfect, but I still made that work, put my heart out for certain I'm in her mouth like a dentist I hate the fact I'm a menace I hate the fact that I play with your heart, but pretend like I didn't Pressure to serve, I'm steady suppressing the pain But it is what it is, knowing my life was a shit Yet I still don't understand it, but fucking I'm up in this bitch Call it supine, I'm high like a kite in the high I won't fight, worry not in my sprite, but it give me the light, yeah, aye Now my job's steady locking, but mama, don't worry, you know how I'm rocking I tweaked in the alley, OD'd in the lobby Lost my son a couple times, spot him, I got him We could be special, we could be amazing Be fucking careful, I should try the same thing Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance your rhythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I'll make a hundred thousand bad decisions I gotta twist it, I'm getting twisted I gotta twist it, I'm getting twisted