Big guns, big guns, what you got, huh?
Slap, slap, and pop back at the ops, huh?
Gang this and you gang that
Don't let them know that you regret how you became that
A good kid, fine home, mom and dad in the pic
A little middle class money, every Christmas legit
Family trips, I be bound one day, hit a switch
You ain't wanna be seen as a bitch, cuz
And none of them FaceTabs gon' hide the fact that you sad, bruh
You ain't a thug, you was a drama club, you was an actor
But now, cuz, gettin' validation from the dumb and confused
Now you facin' 5 to 10, cause you have somethin' to prove
Let's talk about it
I hope you find yourself
I hope you find yourself
I hope you take your man's call
Preachin', man, preachin', man, preach
You make these folks think you got somethin' to teach
Like you ain't lyin'
Bitch, you ain't lyin'
Make bank from them collections with what you buyin'
Ain't too fond of them gays, you don't deny it
Wait, since a kid, you knew somethin' was up
Had you thinkin' God would hate you, so you covered it up
Gotta hide how you live, what you really enjoy
So got a wife, got a kid, but you be fuckin' them boys
Sick of all the shame, sick of all the pain that's within
Scared of bein' seen, tired of rebukin' a sin
Trade it all to be free and shine bright like the sun
Put you back on that religion * as soon as you come
Let's talk about it
I hope you find yourself
I hope you find yourself
I hope you take a mess off
Big-ass house that's on the hill
Big-ass wheels in the garage
Three cute kids that's in your arms
Your husband just made another meal
You want your life back in the massage
Tired of bein' at home
Personality gone
Body ain't been the same
Postpartum is long
Your identity gone
Mama, your first name
Your last one got changed
They dream about your nest
But you crave flyin' alone, man
You will start all over if we keepin' it real
Current life is full, but you ain't feelin' fulfilled
Man that size about to dream you left on a shelf
Can't even get alone
Time to think of killin' yourself
Let's talk about it
I hope you find yourself
I hope you find yourself
I hope you take a mess off
Keep that * one
100 with you, with self.
You don't have to put on no costume.
You don't ever have to lie to get you.
Yeah.
Two won't stay hard.
Pain in your chest.
Hand falling out.
Won't blame it on the stress.
Claim it's new partners.
Blame it on your ex chest.
Claim it's reflex.
Try to blame it on the cook.
Look boy, keep running.
You'll be cramping in your foot.
Nervous then you notice ain't no service on the hook.
Paranoia since 19.
Nervous system shook.
Better sit the * down.
Now I know that skull getting took.
That's $10 million invested.
No justifying that.
Trying to sell them weird ass clothes.
Nobody buying that.
Sentiment is right, but your audience isn't racked enough.
That * is a failure.
My nigga, go ahead and pack it up and put it in the trunk.
You talk a lot of * to not even be number one.
Your beats ain't placing.
Them songs ain't slapping.
Your raps ain't ranking.
Your stage presence don't even be in.
They conversation go home.
You ain't got to hide from the truth.
Tell your family why you such a recluse.
Tell your spirit why you feeling this a rapper.
You in the booth.
Dog, how dare you try to ruin her marriage.
Claim you never wore a mask and how you don't get embarrassed.
Boy, you selfish as *.
That's really why you scared of being a parent.
Boy, that therapy needed.
I dare you to seek it, but I lose a bet.
Your respect won't get given till we posting your death.
It's clear you wish you got your flowers sent.
You eat and fertilize in a balance *.
Now go and stand in the sun and use them fake tears to water your roots.
Take that mask off and tell them the truth.
Let's talk about it.
I hope you find yourself.
And I hope you find yourself.
And I hope you find yourself.
And I hope you find yourself.
And I hope you find yourself.