♪ If this is who I am, don't be disgusted I'll gladly let you go, let's settle everything That's it, as soon as I said it I take a step back Why risk my life for something I can't be sure of A long break without a foothold I'm in pain, we don't back down We fight against each other In the end, we're like a broken mat We're like a long time of turbulence It's the end of a path we don't even try to find I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life My heart is drying up I feel like I'm left alone in this world I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life My heart is drying up Somehow, I'm used to being on my own Ignoring each other's words I prepare for the end, saying I don't need to fight anymore I know by now, even if I reach out That moment is already over, how many times has it been There's no way to change, it's already here It's more fun to shut up and laugh The only thing I can do is to be silent I've been a bad boy until now I sharpened my words and became more mature My patience is about to break You're not the only one I want to turn back Even if it takes a few years, I'll throw it away Just do it properly, damn If you think about it, you'll be pissed off Why do you waste your time I'm sorry that I just left you But if this is the truth, I'm sorry I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life I feel like I'm left alone in this world I feel like I'm left alone in this world I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life My heart is getting numb Somehow, I'm getting used to it I'm getting used to it I'm out of breath, I'm in a daze I'm drunk, my day is a mess You should get over it too, I'm always like this We fight with each other, it's all in my mouth You have to have a lingering feeling It's good to have a clear line It's a broken faith, I've already crossed it I'm going over the bottom of the bottom again I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life I feel like I'm left alone in this world I feel like I'm left alone in this world I wanna save my life, save my life I wanna save my life My heart is getting numb Somehow, I'm getting used to it I'm getting used to it My life was too busy to fill I feel like I've lost too much I wanna save my life I wanna save my life