I moved to the city, I'm missing my mother
The days are all blurring, one into the other
One year has passed, I pay all my friends
I love what I do and I hate how it ends
I have no defenses, I don't own a gun
I find myself wishing I could sleep with one I don't trust nobody,
I'm never alone
But I'm always alone
My soul burns
And my heart yearns
For a certain kind of love
For a certain kind of love
I see my future,
it's sparkling and bright But I don't see a world where I turn 25
No one wants to hear that,
I'd rather just lie Tits out,
I'm having the time of my life
Cause when I am honest,
it's horrible lines These ugly confessions,
they torture my mind
The book I am writing,
I don't want to read It's so sad to me
My soul burns And my heart yearns
For a certain kind of love
I moved to the city,
I'm missing my mother The days are all blurring,
one into the other
Just one year has passed and I pay all my friends and
I love what I do and I hate how it ends and
I have no defenses,
I don't own a gun I find myself wishing I could sleep with one
I don't trust nobody,
I'm never alone And
I'm always alone