Ever feel nervous? Ever feel love? Ever feel numb? Feel nothing at all? I can feel an ocean rushing right through my blood Leave the door open, leave the door shut Even when I'm good, it can't make my mind up I just wanna let go, not overthink too much Now I fantasize where life could be Not having stupid insecurities And knowing I'm not where I'm supposed to be, whoa So sick of my emotions getting in the way Putting them on silent, putting them in the grave I don't wanna be too little, too late Yeah, these emotions just can't stay Even if it hurts, I don't want these days I don't wanna make the same mistakes Don't wanna feel lonely, lonely So sick of my emotions, emotions I don't wanna lay here wide awake I don't wanna stay here stuck in my brain I just wanna free my mind and release the pain Cause I know, know that if things don't change I'm gonna be broken, so out of place But for now, I'll accept It's okay not to be okay Now I fantasize where life could be Getting a hold of my anxiety And knowing I'm not where I'm supposed to be, whoa So sick of my emotions getting in the way Putting them on silent, putting them in the grave I don't wanna be too little, too late Yeah, these emotions just can't stay Even if it hurts, I don't want these days I don't wanna make the same mistakes Don't wanna feel lonely, lonely So sick of my emotions, emotions Even when I'm lost inside I'm gonna let my fears subside I just wanna feel something tonight Like I'm hurting, looking bruised But I don't ask if my heart heals I'm gonna feel alright, we're not gonna lose So sick of my emotions getting in the way Putting them on silent, putting them in the grave I don't wanna be too little, too late Yeah, these emotions just can't stay Even if it hurts, I don't want these days I don't wanna make the same mistakes Don't wanna feel lonely, lonely So sick of my emotions, emotions Emotions