I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
I work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differently
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
If I'm not happy and skinny
I'm not happy and skinny

Quiet and pretty Do I even matter?
Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
Trying to be small
I keep myself collected no matter what they think

I'm smile and show my teeth Walk over me and I take it so politely
Cause I still care what they think And if they like me
I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't want to be this way








way I wake up hating my body scared that there's nothing that'll make it better if I'm not happy
and skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter I've been hungry when I go to sleep biting my
tongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
trying to be everything that makes me sad a therapist a punching bag wish I could eat and
not feel bad's where I'm gonna scream no one's ever listening and they don't care it's killing
me as long as I can * sing that life is a dream
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but I wake up hating my body scared that there's nothing that'll make it better if I'm not happy
and skinny quiet and pretty do I even matter I've been hungry when I go to sleep biting my
tongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all
I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all
trying to be small