I followed him,
I trusted him, he taught me how to see
And step by step he made a change somewhere inside of me
A fairy tale I thought it was,
a bright exciting play
That held the answers,
told the truth I never can obey
And I know I'm to blame,
I was wrong I have walked with him
blindly far too long
Now I'm afraid I'll never find my way back home again
Waking up from the strangest of dreams
To a nightmare of silent screams
As the core of your soul is dissolving,
laddering in it seems
I am losing the girl I was before I am losing the girl I was before