Lately I've been feeling like a ghost in myself
And I can't escape it
It's like I walk alone and I can't even tell
If I love or I hate it
I'm taking all my medicines
My issues seem immune to them
But now they're like my only friends
So talk to me again
It's us until the end
Don't make me laugh
Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
Cause I don't wanna melt down
I don't wanna melt down
Let's rewrite history
Cause I don't wanna be
Broken in paradise
Feels like I've been ready
My own personal hell
Out to a good start
Time with me like being locked in a cell
Is my motivation
To get out of the mess I'm in
And once I realize where I've been
The way out is where I came in
So here we are again
And now we can't pretend
Don't make me laugh
Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
Cause I don't wanna melt down
I don't wanna melt down
Let's rewrite history
Cause I don't wanna be
Broken in paradise
Don't you shut me out
Cause I need you
I need you more than ever now
Don't make me laugh
Cause I'm about to break down
I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
Cause I don't wanna melt down
I don't wanna melt down
Let's rewrite history
Cause I don't wanna be
Broken in paradise
Cause I don't wanna melt down
I don't wanna melt down
Cause I don't wanna melt down