Breaking down, I'm shutting off by myself All my worst behavior, wishing it's bound to stop I'm so over it, but I'm back to the start Now I'm left with a pound on my heart Tryna breathe to the beat of my heart I can't focus on one thing at a time I'm distracted by the feeling of not being fine There are waves of calm and uncertainty It's too late to try and break out the box I'm too late to try and tell it to stop I want me to feel, I want me to feel good If I step to the right, I'ma lose my whole life I'm up way too high, a tightrope of feelings Just gotta breathe like I'm part of the scene Cause I am not okay, yeah I am not okay, yeah Hold on, don't wait, fight in the field to figure it out So clear, that way I'ma stand it up, fall it down Yeah, this feels like a takeover, brainwaves out of control Don't panic on the threshold, hold it all down Hold on, I'm waiting, fighting the chance to figure it out So clear, that way I'ma stand it up, fall it down Yeah, I'ma stand it up, fall it down I'm too scared to see what comes after this Feeling small but I'm still darker than this All of this, it's so weird how you can't shake it off A lesson learned, can't chase it home Yeah, I'm too late to try and break out the box I want me to feel, I want me to feel good If I step to the right, I could lose my whole life I'm up way too high, I type over feelings Just gotta breathe like I'm part of the scene Cause I am not okay, yeah I am not okay, yeah Hold on, don't wait, fight in the field to figure it out So clear, that way I'ma stand it up, fall it down This feels like a takeover, brainwaves out of control Don't panic on the threshold, hold it all down Hold on, I'm waiting, fighting the chance to figure it out So clear, that way I'ma stand it up, fall it down I'ma stand it up, fall it down I'ma stand it up, fall it down