If
it doesn't feel like how I thought that it would
What if doing better doesn't get you the good?
Did we do it all for nothing?
Who should I be blaming when I'm crying for help?
And where is the award I won for losing myself?
Isn't that worth something?
Round and round the story goes Can I get off,
can I go home?
And live this through,
the photos in my room Would you still love me?
Supernovas dying,
it's so hard to look away Would you still love me?
When the lights come on,
the music stops Got nothing left to say
Would you still love me?
Do I get addicted to the highs and the lows?
Am I chasing happiness like somewhere to go?
Won't you send me the location?
Is existential crisis just a sign of the times?
Is anybody out there?
Are we losing our minds?
Is it my imagination?
Round and round the questions go
Will I regret this when I'm home?
And taking down the photos in my room
Would you still love me?
While the supernova's dying,
it's so hard to look away
Would you still love me?
When the lights come on, the
music stops Got nothing left to say
Would you still love me?
If you really knew me Would I still love me?
Would I still love me?
While the supernova's dying and the good girl's
gone away Would I still love me?
When the lights come on,
the music stops I'm ready for a change
Would I still love me?
Would I still love me even if you don't?
Will I be okay not ever knowing the answer to that?
I hope in this time I can find enough love
in my own heart so I don't even have to ask
that question anymore I want the chance to watch the wildflowers
grow and to stay somewhere long enough to see
the snow on the mountaintops melt into spring
To be there raw, present,
to feel the gratitude of simply being
alive and that being just enough
The chance to redefine happiness and take another trip around the sun
And the chance to see the dew on the blades
of early morning grass and feel the good ache
in my stomach from the belly laughs of the night before
I hope I evolve
I hope someone says to me you've changed
and I say good
That would make me a lucky girl
But promise me one thing If you see me around,
you'll say hi
We don't have to be strangers Even if you don't hear from me
When you look up in the dark and you
see the jewelry hanging in the sky
Know that I'm still under the same disco ball smiling somewhere
Maybe crying I don't know much
But one thing I'm sure of is that I'm forever
grateful that we watched each other grow
Played a small part in walking each other home
For you,
for the me I was and who I am yet to become
My love for every version of us runs deep as the ocean blue
And I hope you know every word I ever said to you is true
This isn't goodbye forever It's just until next time