It's not just a phase, now let me explain I'm working through some shit, sometimes I'm medicated It's hard to relay the thoughts in my brain I'm working for a life that's not domesticated It never goes the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it, I'm trying to break it Searching for words and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it, don't know how to say it That I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle Yeah, I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle A miracle It's not just a show, I need you to know I'm trying to keep it real, sometimes it's complicated This bottle full of gold is killing my soul It's hard to be yourself when all you feel is jaded It should never go the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it, I'm trying to break it Searching for words and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it, don't know how to say it That I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle Yeah, I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle A miracle Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle It never goes the way that you planned Success is a door that always slams I'm trying to break it, I'm trying to break it Searching for words and praying for signs I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme Don't know how to say it, don't know how to say it That I'm losing my mind Trying to find the perfect line I think I'm running out of time I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle Yeah, I'm losing my mind Counting seconds passing by And I don't know when I'll be fine I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle A miracle Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I need a mirror miracle, a mirror miracle A miracle