I feel so very strange, that it could be this way Now I'm so afraid, why won't you stay? Did you ever love me the way that I loved you? This negativity keeps me feeling Look, is it okay to feel like running away for days till somebody wanna say something? Is it okay to feel shitty and overwhelmed by everything and anything coming? Is it okay to feel like I'm not quite okay? I've been feeling pain, make it go away Sleep is my escape, dreaming it up to wake up, if I not really mean nothing I made the assumption that monsters ain't under my bed And it took me a minute to realize they're in my head And they're giving me panic attacks and anxiety I'm seeing red, I'm really just fed up It feels like I'm living in hell and I'm walking around like I'm dead Cause my face is just lifeless, I'm fighting for everyone Never will I be fought for in the end, I need a little bit of happiness Why am I so inadequate? Demons, I'm always battling it, damn They always be attacking shit and I ain't really having it I'm always on my side of shit, damn I'm a motherfucking addict, I don't mean to be dramatic No one ever really had it, gave a damn The love that they be giving me is scam, goddamn Come and watch me pop another fucker's ass, shit It feels so very strange, that it could feel this way Now I'm so afraid, why won't you stay? Did you ever love me the way that I loved you? This negativity, it keeps me feeling blue I feel so blue, I always lose I be city tripping, gotta tie my shoes When I need you, you respond so slow When you need me, I'm in the car like Proto I don't like to talk because I'm antisocial You already know though, zero friends in total I don't even smile in the motherfucking photos that I post on the gram Cause I don't give a damn about shit now I could fucking disappear and everybody lit now I'ma sit down, take a hit now Every now and then, I'll take a motherfucking sip now Grip out, bump a little TJ Crying in the club on my goddamn bidet Drive too fast on the goddamn freeway Party's up for sale, so I put it on Ebay He say, she say, they all fucking monsters They say they your friends, but they always imposters The only way that I'ma prosper is with zero friends on my roster Someone call a doctor, my flow's too sick I'm off topic, sucker for pain, but I got logic When fake people wanna hop on my dick And they stab my back and they talk they shit And they talk they crap, I just take they hits, damn It feels so very strange, that it could feel this way Now I'm so afraid, why won't you stay? Did you ever love me, the way that I loved you? This negativity, keeps me feeling blue Do, do, do, do