Waking up too early, static on the TV Dressed in all the clothes I had on
When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight With the hours and the seconds no more
Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do
Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know
That if I be honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted
I struggle sleeping cause the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret
And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest
And lately I'm terrified that all my youth is fading
Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell?
Cause my head's a living hell If I'm honest with myself
Stumble as I'm leaving, one foot takes the lead And second seems to struggle to find
A solitary reason to continue seeking Any use in walking this line
Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do
Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know
That if I be honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted
I struggle sleeping cause the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret
And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest
And lately I'm terrified that all my youth is fading
Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell?
Cause my head's a living hell If I'm honest with myself
So how am I supposed to see an end To my own consuming constant fear and dread
When I can't even seem to make it out of bed
If I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted
I struggle sleeping cause the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret
And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest
And lately I'm terrified that all my youth is fading
Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell?
Cause my head's a living hell If I'm honest with myself