A Story of My Life
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
With some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason
Why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him dying a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he will love to leave
Except I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
With some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him dying a little more inside
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
I love his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die