Can't do this when we pass away Call you Eva, I'm eatin' what Adam ate So spread your legs, hittin' notes like Ella Mai You lookin' like the fuckin' stars Sit there in your Prada gray Eatin' hair rolls in Westwood Get higher than Redwoods, make sure that that hair good, yeah I've been doin' my best I'm doin' everything that I can I've been holdin' my breath But commitment wasn't part of the plan In any understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand I've been doin' my best But I gotta confess I got girls in my phone that I never call Numbers in my line that I never say Drop em' off, got no grip today Torn up on a rip today Don't need to go tip for tap I ain't with the shits today I feel numb and nervous, those don't even go together Let's make it XXX like the Roman letters I mean Roman numbers, don't kill me to get the rubbers That just makes it feel as good as we do when we takin' a buzz I've been doin' my best I swear I'm doin' everything that I can I've been holdin' my breath But commitment wasn't part of the plan In any understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand I've been doin' my best But I gotta confess I've been makin' my bed And checkin' my texts And leavin' everybody unread I won't admit that you're next To get it off of my chest But if I had to make a bet, I'd say yes So would you wait for me Just a little now To work it out Numb and nervous And I know you don't deserve this I'm not hurtin' you on purpose But I'm learnin', yeah I thought I wasn't high enough And now I'm too high I really had to smoke the rest The metaphor for who's life, my life I wanna pop off, I don't want the limelight Everything is backwards Like I don't got the time right Everything, everything, everything, everything I'm in my head too much I'm seein' red too much I want a vegan girl And watch her eat the world I'm pescatarian I wanna eat her pearl She my blue fin She on a juice cleanse The second you in She quickly deucin' We causin' nuisance I'm lovin' too quick I'm fallin', trust me And now my shoes are muddy She writin' all over my dirty Vans I lay the law down And I let my attorney dance I got so much love from my early fans And I'm a nervous Makes it really hard to understand Understand, understand, understand, understand, understand Understand, understand I'm like Novocaine I've been doin' my best I'm doin' everything that I can I've been holdin' my breath But commitment wasn't part of the plan And Annie, understand I'm dyin' to hold your hand I've been doin' my best But I gotta confess