I got big plans
But none of them feel like mine, yeah
And I miss days
Where I used to feel like me
You know
Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
I take another drink
So I can kill the voice of reason
I got big plans
But none of them feel like mine
You know
Uh, they fightin' my demons
But they ain't fightin' fair
But I keep sayin' that everything is all right
I swear
All alone in a dark space
Ain't no light in there
What's fucked up is
I might actually like it there
Pouring everything on this paper
My pen is on
Feel like I'm breaking in places
They put the pressure on
I'm the one in my circle
They all depending on
To do it though I need these drugs
I've become dependent on
Someone tried to confront me
Now we don't get along
In my business, they trippin' off
What I'm sippin' on
They can't reach the pedestal
That my head is on
But truthfully I've been breaking down
Just finally lettin' on
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you
I need you to come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon
Oh, oh
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you
I need you, I
Uh, crowded space but I feel alone
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
Somewhere on the road fucked up
But I'm missin' home
No rest for the wicked
Work cut out, put a pillow on
Anywhere, from misunderstood
They try to patronize
They judgin' my ways, but won't empathize
You couldn't walk in my shoes
I'm not tellin' lies
Since 21, I've been runnin' a whole enterprise
Provide for too many people
I can't jeopardize
But I've been breakin' in half
To two separate lives
Mister Hodges died lookin' at Jekyll's eyes
I start becoming somebody I can't recognize
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you
I need you to come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon
Oh, oh
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you, I
Oh, I need you
Oh, I need you
So come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon
Oh, oh
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
I got big plans
But none of them feel like mine
You know
And I miss days
Where I used to feel like me