Not myself, stuck in this hot hell Fuckin' hate my health, damn, my brain feel swell I'ma hang this bitch, ring an X, then see Now you did this to me, cause I cannot sleep I'ma die in my grave, dug it when you went away I can't tell what is today, step out my damn way Wonder how I will survive, fuck it, I'ma take my life Darkness takin' over me, I miss the times when I could dream I miss the times when I could dream I miss the times, I miss the times when I could dream Not myself, stuck in this hot hell Not myself, stuck in this hot hell I'ma hang this bitch, ring an X, then see Now you did this to me, cause I cannot sleep I'ma die in my grave, dug it when you went away I can't tell what is today, step out my damn way I'ma hang this bitch, ring an X, then see Now you did this to me, cause I cannot sleep I'ma die in my grave, dug it when you went away I can't tell what is today, step out my damn way Not myself, stuck in this hot hell I'ma die in my grave, dug it when you went away I can't tell what is today, step out my damn way