I'm done with the drinking, falling flat on my face, wasted But when all my good graces can't find my friends, like I'm lost at the party I'm done with the boys who keep causing me pain, poison When I carry the blame, it's killing me, thinking I'll die with no body Now it's all in the past, no I'm not going back Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself I'm done being selfish, my hollow words lie So that I can't be heard and I need a chance at a real conversation I'm done overthinking, every step that I take, poison The way that I hesitate and I'm dying to feel some real stimulation Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself No demon in me that I can't fight, looking at me this is my life Even through awful seasons, fighting for my new freedom No demon in me that I can't fight, looking at me this is my life Even through awful seasons, fighting for my new freedom Oh, I'm throwing my tears to the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the fire, cause lately I'm so damn tired Of being bad to myself, bad, bad to myself .