Young, dumb, we fell in love Too fucked up, but it's what it was Drink fill my cup, smoke fill my lungs Cause we don't feel bad when we're feeling numb, man Can't lie, I ain't feeling shit Don't smile, don't cry, but it's what it is When we cut ties, I made a list Of every selfish, fucked up thing you did I lost it, everything I found Silence never felt so loud You took the words right out my mouth And it's got me feeling nauseous Always in my way I gave you time and space to change You went and threw it in my face And I'm insane Big smile with a bubbly face I let you in, really left a stain We used your place as a great escape But a few fun nights wasn't worth the pain And your eyes, they glitter gold But all lies, it's what you told I took your hand, said I'd never fold Then you left me out in the bitter cold, I Oh, and by the way Every night when you're asleep, I'm wide awake That's why my mind is on repeat I'm trying to think, trying to think Who I said Oh, we turn in pages Doesn't matter every time we say the same That's why my mind is on repeat I'm trying to think, trying to think That's when I lost it, everything I found Silence never felt so loud You took the words right out my mouth And it's got me feeling nauseous Always in my way I gave you time and space to change You went and threw it in my face And I'm insane That's when I lost it, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh That's when I lost it, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh