I'm so sick and mean, wake up and hate to breathe And I pride myself in that, soldier my aircraft like me I'm so typical, my life ain't difficult But I'm so caught up in it, just a low life I'll admit I'm so critical, and fly hard original Oh I pride myself on that, such a loser I'll admit And I ask myself, when my time will come Will I run away? Will I run away? I'm the original, loser Some days I wish I had anyone else I'm the original, loser Some days I wish I had anyone else I'm so paranoid, most people I avoid Not seeking sympathy, I just want out of this Under an umbrella, try to shut myself in a ring Try to stop my head from going insane, counting down all the days I swear there's a prize I do, being alone outside They cannot suffocate me when they cannot fucking chase me I never grab on to the letters, telling me that I'm gonna be fine I kill the walls inside of my mind, piece them together and demonize I'ma be alone tonight, if I try to stay alive and realize I'm going blind Congratulations, I'm the original, loser Some days I wish I had anyone else I'm the original, loser Some days I wish I had anyone else Don't let them change your mind, don't let them change your mind Don't let them waste your time, don't let them waste your time Don't let them change your mind, don't let them change your mind Don't let them waste your time Don't let them waste your time Yeah Don't let them waste your time I'm the original loser Don't change your wishes Anyone else?