I know you think I got it all figured out
Cause I walk around like my head's in the clouds
But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
All of the times I spent being not me I
hope you know that it's not always happy
in my head
Cause I don't know the perfect road to go
down But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath till I can say All
of the words I want to say from my heart
If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left
to hide Would you believe me if I told you that I've
got flaws
Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop
Cause I don't know the perfect road
to go down But I know
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath till I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart
I'm trying my best I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard
And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath till I can say
All of the words I want to say from my heart