I call my brother yelling out, I fell in love and then fell out And I don't know if I can take the hit I let a stranger in my bed, and I pretended you were him Cause I needed to be wanted I gotta, oh I gotta find another way, another way I gotta, oh I gotta find another way, another way I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I don't know if I'm a giver Now every day's another shot But all I do is fuck it up Screaming cause I've got it too good to cry I put the medicine inside my head Apologize for all the things I said Girl it takes guts just to survive I gotta, oh I gotta find another way Another way I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I don't know if I'm a giver I don't know if I'm a giver So much soul in my body But no one keeping me honest And whole days turning the hose in my mind I got high hopes, lots of potential I'm high broke, searching for symbols And I will not let go of what is mine I got so much soul in my body But no one keeping me honest And whole days turning the hose in my mind I got high hopes, lots of potential I'm high broke, searching for symbols And I will not let go of what is mine I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I'm learning to live, I'm tryna be better I'm learning to give, but I don't know if I'm a giver I don't know if I'm a giver I don't know if I'm a giver