I've been
thinking about how I used to hang out smoking by myself
Now I'm flying for real, put my seatbelt on
I'm overseas soon, I'll be somewhere else, yeah
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreaming of the afterlife
Maybe I won't have to die
I get so scared sometimes
I don't know what's next for me
I don't know what's best for me
No more
All my friends doing Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech, tossing it up
Filling my heart with the edibles, I know
All my friends doing Adderall I'm just
trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech,
tossing it up Filling my heart with the edibles
I don't wanna get older,
I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober,
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna get older,
I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober,
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry, cry I don't wanna cry, cry
I've been fooling around, sending pics,
saying I'll tear a f*** that took our back
I know that my hair might be braided,
white flag,
I'm on forfeit,
too bad
Can't stop my world from collapsing,
I'm afraid of relapsing
Cause this land boat too fast,
I might get car sick
All these moving targets,
RIP to the home where my heart is
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started
No more All my friends doing Adderall I'm
just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech,
tossing it up Filling my heart with the edibles,
I know
All my friends doing Adderall I'm just
trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech,
tossing it up Filling my heart with the edibles
It's just that I don't wanna get older,
I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober,
I don't wanna cry I don't wanna get older,
I don't wanna die I don't wanna be sober,
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry, cry
It's funny how it gets so real so fast Dreaming of the afterlife,
maybe I won't have to die
I get so scared sometimes,
I don't know what's next for me
Don't know what's gotten into me,
I'm empty deep,
I need to leave,
leave me be
All my friends doing Adderall I'm just
trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech,
tossing it up Filling my heart with the edibles,
I know
All my friends doing Adderall I'm just
trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech,
tossing it up Filling my heart with the edibles
It's just that