I got problems,
I got symptoms Like these walls I'm stuck behind
I got trauma,
been the victim Guilty conscience stains the mind
You make me feel bad for being real Tell me why is it so wrong
You got problems,
you got symptoms And it's me they're landing on
And I hope you understand what I'm fighting And I hope you
understand I've been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets Just don't hold it above me
What you're thinking of me, mm-mm-mm
I'm lying to make you love me I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you love me I'm lying to make you love me
I start shaking,
can't catch my breath When I think I caused you pain
So it's taking all of my strength Just to rewire my brain
You and me don't need a conversation No,
I don't need any validation
No escaping,
you're not changing It's on me to walk away
And I hope you understand what I'm fighting
And I hope you understand I've been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets Just don't hold it above me
What you're thinking of me,
mm-mm-mm I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you love me I'm lying to make you love me
I'm sick and tired of lying About who I'm meant to be
I'm tired of trying I'm sick and tired of lying
About who I'm meant to be I'm tired of trying
And I hope you understand what I'm fighting
So I hope you understand I've been hiding
Just don't hold it above me What you're thinking of me,
mm-mm-mm I'm lying to make you love me