I know I have a heart cause I can feel it breaking
And it's taking a toll on me
I spent so much time being tough, I was faking
Guess my feelings got a hold on me
2011's when my life was going crazy
You was * all them bitches on me
I got so stressed out that I lost the baby
Only my sister gave a * about me
Them so-called friends I had was happy I was falling
They wasn't calling up to see about me
But I ain't never let them get to see me crawling
I cut them off like get the * from around me
So now I'm just using every nigga around me
Vanessa, I'm getting money
He's a bitch, I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch

So glad he found me
I * him good, I make him laugh
I'm so astounded
But I need to come up for air
Feel like I'm drowning
No, no, no, no
I tried to let love go
But then came