I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss,
how I felt,
the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
I somewhat feel lonely even though she's right beside you
When she says those words that hurt you,
do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down my face
And the dreams you left behind,
you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made I
wish that I could wrap up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to
you
And the memories I never can escape
Cause I'm not fine at all
The texts that you sent me,
they're still living in my phone I'll admit I like to see them,
I'll admit I feel alone And all my
friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy,
yeah it hurts that you moved on It's hard to
hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real,
how could you be fine?
Cause I'm not fine at all I remember
the day you told me you were leaving
And the dreams you left behind,
you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away,
and you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down my face
And the memories I never can escape Cause I'm not fine at all