I woke up today, at least that much is true I saw what people see, what a year this made of me I tried a hundred times, but each time I thought of you I hate myself, I hate myself, I * hate myself And I want days of pain Oh, to feel the things I need To pay off this shame, and I know that makes me broken I know that makes me weak I guess I'll put my armor back on now I found a way, but I turned around One step to start, but I'd rather fall down Too much of a coward to just say I'm wrong Too much of a coward to admit I need Help me please And I want days of pain Oh, to feel the things I need To pay off this shame, and I know that makes me broken I know that makes me weak Will you help me put my armor back on now I hate myself, I hate myself, I * hate myself I hate myself, I hate myself, I * hate myself Try to fix yourself, that's all they'd say to me Try to fix myself, didn't know how hard it would be *