Always been loud, in a quiet way I always feel alone, in a crowded place I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know, I don't know I get sad, on my birthday I wanna talk back, in the worst way I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know what to say, I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody, to tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da Find me in that club, looking golden I know everyone, I got no friends I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go I don't know, I don't know And I never know what to say Till I'm already walking away Wanna punch you in the face But I won't, but I might, but I won't And I don't wanna play, I wanna throw it all away I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody, to tell them come get me But you'll find my body, covered in confetti I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti I tried calling somebody, to tell them come get me But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti Singing la-da-da-da-da, la-da-da-da-da