From the first time I saw you, I was blindsided by you Felt like I walked in a fire, I was blowing up in my mind cause of you Up at 3am cause I won't sleep no more, you know that connection ran too deep Stars are misaligned, I got my mind thrown off It's toxic but sometimes I miss your peace when you cross my mind Every time I close my eyes, I'm kinda paralyzed Every time you cross my mind You know I love you too much and I cannot get enough I've got these questions in my head, I might be messing it up How did we fall out of touch with all this stuff between us? How did we fall into pieces? These thoughts just keep on repeating And I'm living a different life, too much on my mind I can't give you much, my brain won't let me out I was way too deep, when we fell asleep, we fell through the cracks From the first time I saw you, I was blindsided by you Felt like I walked in a fire, I was blowing up in my mind cause of you Up at 3am cause I won't sleep no more, you know that connection ran too deep Stars are misaligned, I got my mind thrown off It's toxic but sometimes I miss your peace when you cross my mind Every time I close my eyes, I'm kinda paralyzed Every time you cross my mind This ain't what we're doing, R&B to my feelings If I never call, you never call, what's the deal is Still working at my own pace, slowly working on healing Maybe tonight I'll call you, but that don't make it different, what's different? You and me both have our history We had moments when we thought this was meant to be Maybe the chemistry was such an epiphany You did so much damage, I'm caught up in this madness From the first time I saw you, I was blindsided by you Felt like I walked in a fire, I was blowing up in my mind cause of you Up at 3am cause I won't sleep no more, you know that connection ran too deep Stars are misaligned, I got my mind thrown off It's toxic but sometimes I miss your peace when you cross my mind Every time I close my eyes, I'm kinda paralyzed Every time you cross my mind