Secretly knew you would be there
Me a front of Jackie
Fully awake when I locked the door Even heard you knocking at me
The running joke of my friend girl But she wasn't funny
Push and push and push you away And all you do is love me
I feel like an archaeologist Looking back on all of our history
I realize I did the same * to you That might exit to me
I can't even sugarcoat it Make you sound better
I airplane loaded all your calls And built up all your letters
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You know you don't hate me Read it through your blog
You won't even name me Instead you call me Emily
Yeah, now you call me Emily
Oh, now you call me Emily Oh,
no, we really don't call each other anything
anymore And it's crazy cause you used to call me
yours Code names, now you writing * in code
names Got me deciphering code names
I know you could've gotten more creative than that
There wasn't no thought,
wasn't no callback Sounded like you just said the first name
That sounded like my name,
and boy,
I ain't blaming you
In the starless sea next to you Wake
up hungover and drive to the airport
To pick up my ex And I'll talk to you for the whole week
Hit you back as soon as he leaves Soon as he leaves I'll call ya
But now I can't call ya So now I tell my old friend girl
I wanna say sorry And they all say it's way,
way too late
So this is me calling I feel like an archaeologist
Looking back on all of our history I
realize I did the same * to you,
that my ex did to me
I can't even sugarcoat it I think it's not okay
Make out with my friends at parties right in front of your face
Oh, oh, oh, oh You know you don't hate me
Read it through your blog You won't even name me
And now you call me Emily
Now you call me Emily
Now you call me Emily Now you call me Emily