There's something that I'm feeling, when I look you in the eyes. Like maybe I'm not evil, I'm just sensitive to light. But when I watch you leave, it comes back creeping in my mind. That everything means nothing baby, everybody dies. You defend your enemies, and I offend my friends. So you try to fix my sentences, that don't make any sense. You left your best impression, on every blessing that you've met. And you haven't fully realized that one day they'll all be dead. Sometimes I'm so standoffish, that's not really who I am. The truth is when I see you, I just wanna hold your hand. And I know I'm pushing 30, but I don't feel like a man. Lucky everything means nothing, it's my flawless master plan. And I dream about these moments, every hour of every day. When I'm high enough to think of something honest I can say. So I walk around with headphones on, and teach myself to pray. Cause everything means something, until that feeling fades away. I'm sure you could do better, with a million other guys. But I can tell you think I'm kinda pretty when I smile. If you leave me empty hearted, then there's no reason to cry. Cause everything means nothing baby, everybody dies. Everything means nothing all your life.