do I exist if I don't exist on the internet how can I relax the end is imminent 12 shots fired on a man that's innocent growing up ain't like how I pictured it the guinea pig generation for social media stimulation I can't even hold conversation we got ADHD and anxiety if you get too high come hang glide with me every day the headline seems worse we're going down I just hope that we land feet first I can feel winter setting in after the fall I'm not sure that anything matters at all this the eulogy for you and me might be my only opportunity yeah if you wake up and I'm gone I just hope you sing along to the eulogy I contemplated suicide in that days end I can't promise I won't think it again little grandson spoke out of his playpen if you want it all why you halfway in rest in peace to my positivity all it's given me is false hope I thought bitterly shots hitting me it's all fake made it to the lion's den and found out it's all snakes everybody want a hot take well here's one I hear that shit I think about death I don't fear that shit I'm Cinderella right after the ball I'm not sure that anything matters at all this the eulogy for you and me might be my only opportunity yeah if you wake up and I'm gone I just hope you sing along to the eulogy for you and me might be my only opportunity yeah if you wake up and I'm gone I just hope you sing along to the eulogy © transcript Emily Beynon