I wasn't born like this,
this is what life made me be
When he became the source of my pain,
and watched me bleed
Seemed like all he wanted to do,
was watch me reach the ceiling
Now he's had it all on fire,
the house that we built
Yeah I'm so sick and tired,
of writing lyrics on the walls I've built
And I, just want some fire on all I have lost
I feel like,
you should be hating even if you're gonna cuss,
smell your skin on my shirts
Is this hell or what?
For the masks I wear,
Dr. Jack,
Lemaitre,
hi,
they got nothing on me
I'm Dorian Grace by desire,
I can count all the times that I just wanted to die
Just cause I wasn't loved,
when everyone else was right,
so
I got a new addiction,
and it's you when you come home a little
You're the one that makes me happy,
and when it's time,
for me to live, for me to live, I wonder why
I've never met you, in my whole life,
in my whole life, in my whole life
I resonate,
like this,
listen to the words that I sing,
they could've meant nothing to you,
but they meant the world to me
Cause this ringer I've been through,
it taught me how to swim,
when it's raining outside,
and you might as well worry
Nobody would arrive,
they just thought,
this is everything I wanted,
you are the moon,
and all the stars,
and the night could get confronted to you
But damn,
it was just a trick,
I came out my mind,
I just imagined you,
you went real
I'm tired of the dreaming,
I wanna be happy again,
or maybe even for the first time,
maybe I've never been
I wanna go back to when I was a kid,
and didn't need the *,
cause you know,
love is valid,
it tricks you out,
till I have got nothing on me
I got a new addiction,
and it's you when you come home a little
You're the one that makes me happy,
and when it's time,
for me to live, for me to live,
I wonder why,
I've never met you,
in my life,
in my life,
in my life, in my life
I am sorry for this,
but all these things happening to me,
they must have a reason,
just like all this anger in me,
and I guess I've got to show you,
I've got to tell you how much I love you,
how much I crave you,
I ain't a monster,
I'm just emotionally drained,
but baby I want you,
baby I'll always want you,
and I want you to love me just like you told me,
keep your promise,
so keep your mouth shut,
don't wanna take this going one,
two,
click,
clap
I got a new addiction,
and it's you when you come home a little
You're the one that makes me happy,
and when it's time,
for me to live, for me to live, I wonder why,
I've never met you, in my life
I got a new perception,
and it's you when you heal me from the rain
It's only for a little magic,
and when it's time,
for me to live, for me to live, I wonder why,
I've never met you,
in my life,
in my life,
in my life