Back when I was young, I thought it would get easier
Now I'm twenty-something, worrying about the future
Late at night, I'm overthinking everything
Lately, all the pressure got under my skin
Oh, if life is a game, am I losing it?
And cause when I grow up
I don't wanna be the one that messed it up
I don't wanna be the one to look back on my life
Home with water in my eyes
And if I give up
Just cause I feel scared that I won't be enough
I might always be the one to never know
Just cause it was easy
To let it go
I wanna learn to fly, but I keep getting vertigo
Something on my mind that's been haunting me since years ago
Tryna play it cool with my heart on the line
But the only truth is that I'm terrified
Oh, if life is a game, am I losing it?
When I'm finished, I'm losing it
And cause when I grow up
And cause when I grow up
I don't wanna be the one that messed it up
I don't wanna be the one to look back on my life
Home with water in my eyes
And if I give up
Just cause I feel scared that I won't be enough
I might always be the one to never know
Just cause it was easier
To let it go
When I grow up, I don't wanna be the one that messed it up
I don't wanna be the one to look back on my life
Under alright, my eyes
And if I give up, just cause I fit scared that I won't be enough
I might always be the one to never know
Just cause it was easier to let you go
Oh-oh, oh Oh-oh, oh
I'll never know
Oh-oh
I might not know