These niggas thinkin' I ain't street, but they don't know for real I'm only who I am today because my bro for real And they say time heal your grief, and why I'm hurtin' still I see my mama stress all day, how we gon' pay the bills It's only cold water in the sinks, I couldn't take no bath You ever had to boil some water just to wash your back? My family leavin' all on me, but I don't say no act I'm out here takin' care of nine lives like I'm a fuckin' cat But for my family, that's alright, I'm doin' anything It's to the point where I feel bad for buyin' any bling I just got rich, so I'm a sucker for the finer things This Prada shirt and my new kicks with these designer jeans Is it weird that I miss the struggle? Cause when you get to win, it's like the feelin' double And it's more appreciated to the feelin' crumble But I been winnin' way too much, so now the feelin' subtle So every time I lose once, I gotta win a couple I stay a step ahead, I be busy, don't judge me If you get left on read, they say the bike ride to the top Is not acceptin' pics, so if you can't ride with me I hope you understand, these niggas thinkin' I ain't straight But they don't know for real, I'm only who I am today Because my bro for real, and they say time heal your grief And why I'm hurtin' still, I see my mama stress all day How we gon' pay the bills, it's only cold water in the sinks I couldn't take no bath, you ever had to boil some water Just to wash your back, my family lean all on me But I don't sip no act, I'm out here takin' care of nine lives Like I'm a fuckin' cat 2019, I was on Perky Pills All that pain I was feelin', I ain't wanna feel Takin' care of everybody, how I supposed to heal? I was more at peace before I even signed the deal Lost some niggas in the field, hope they get appeals Lost, you know it hurt my soul, shit ain't feel real Life was comin' at me fast, Jesus, take the wheel Steerin' in my life, the wrong road kills Can you pray for me? I need a shoulder to lean on Music therapy, I get in the booth, I just sing on If you feelin' what I'm feelin', you welcome to sing along Nobody there for me, but they call on me like ringtones These niggas thinkin' I ain't straight, but they don't know for real I'm only who I am today, because my bro for real And they say time heal your grief, and why I'm hurtin' still I see my mama stress all day, how we gon' pay the bills It's only cold water in the sinks, I couldn't take no bath You ever had to boil some water just to wash your back? My family leakin' all on me, but I don't sip no apple I'm out here takin' care of nine lives like I'm a fuckin' cat It's just like lately, I've been turnin' up Was in the trenches, deadly faded, steady burnin' up I never thought that we would make it, and that hurt was tough But still grindin' every day like I ain't earnin' up Like I ain't earnin' up, and I still keep the steel Really stood on ten, you better not question if I'm straight for real Lil' bro gon' let it blow, know how he steppin', that's the easy kill My phone don't spin in blocks, they love them Glocks They say we need to chill, it's like they need to drill Wonder what I'd steal, a lot of money if I ain't have fame Say she love me, don't know her first or her last name I barely made it out, this just how far my past came That Richard Mille on my wrist, now look how time change These niggas thinkin' I ain't street, but they don't know for real I'm only who I am today because my bro for real And they say time heal your grief, and why I'm hurtin' still I see my mama stress all day, how we gon' pay the bills Only cold water in the sinks, I couldn't take no bath You ever had to boil some water just to wash your back? My family leavin' all on me, but I don't sip no act I'm out here takin' care of nine lives like I'm a fuckin' cat