I was praying for change, how could only 12 steps feel so far away?
So many lies I stopped counting, trying to walk a straight line, felt like trying to move a mountain
And I was praying for change, would've died if I'd have stayed the same
I hate the man I used to be, but he'll always be a part of me
Right now looking at my past, I know it's unpretty
Can't hide the pain that I've been through
I wear my scars like my tattoos
The man who I was was wrong, but he's the one who built me
Say, I am nothing without my sins
I can't pretend that I'm not unpretty
Been a whiskey glass left half empty
Seen the bright lights a few times, that's what saved me
Ain't no stranger to pain
The ones who love me all feel the same
With every one step forward, there are 10 steps back
A lot of years in the dark felt just like that
I never thought I'd see the day when I'd forgive myself and say
I hate the man I used to be, but he'll always be a part of me
Right now looking at my past, I know it's unpretty
Can't hide the pain that I've been through
I wear my scars like my tattoos
The man who I was was wrong, but he's the one who built me
Say, I am nothing without my sins
I can't pretend that I'm not unpretty
Say, I am nothing without my sins
I can't pretend that I'm not unpretty
I hate the man I used to be, but he'll always be a part of me
Right now looking at my past, I know it's unpretty