If it's okay,
I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright,
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side
See,
I'm circling in these patterns Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting
it That there's just no you and me
But if I still believe you love me Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you Cause I can't break it to my heart
Is it just me?
Did I commit a crime?
I wouldn't believe that loving you Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head?
I'm reading into things you never said Cause I still
don't have the answers To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home Like you've
done a million times And if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you Cause I can't break it to my heart
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart
I can't break it to my heart
Cause I still don't have the answers To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did So I can turn it back around
But if I still believe you love me Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you And if it's alright,
I'll still be loving you
I can't break it to my heart