Yo, they say I influence the youth, most influential in the scene
I see young'uns catching bodies and they're blaming it on me
I'm just tryna make it out, they're tryna hold me by their knee
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
Yo, I really need my space while I'm stuck inside these four walls
Rehabilitate, but growing up I followed no rules
Make a dumb mistake, don't point a finger cause it's your fault
They're tryna block my name, but I'll be kicking down the closed doors
To show them that I'm still here, show them that it's real here
Jury found me guilty and that verdict carried real tears
Got back to the wing and showed the public I've got no fear
Only fear a lot, act, I've been an act for one year
Best decision that I've ever made
New Year's Day, no liquor, got a pop of cherryade
I know I shouldn't celebrate, don't judge me for my past
I know my future carries better days
Well I'm guessing what it has to be
I'm a man now, so I'm growing up
Make a dumb mistake, don't point a finger cause it's your fault
Naturally, all these fake people in this world
You could've found them in a factory
Blowing California weed, playing California breeze
Looking out the window, but it's mad cause I can see the streets
Freedom is so far, but so close
It's mad even now, I ain't letting go of no hope
I ain't got friends no more, they all turn ghosts
But I ain't in my feelings, we all grown
I wish they all cope as real as it gets
I had to reason with guests
There's not a lot of rappers left that I can give my respect
But he's checking on my stretch and we ain't even met
But I can tell it's from the heart
I said, I'm not gonna let you go
I said the same thing for wretch
It's a small world, the media is gay
See niggas talking like some school girls
Shaming other niggas, but not looking at their own self
Not looking at their own health
Yeah they got their freedom, but they're living like they're in jail
It's embarrassing, sometimes I don't speak
I need my peace, so I'm vanishing
They ask me where I've been, I said I'm trying to find Madeline
They got me in the deep, I can't swim
So I'm paddling, I'm pushing through the struggle
It ain't easy, but I'm managing
Told my shorty, take a road trip
It's been a little minute since we've spoken
I kinda miss that pussy, can you struggle?
Joke it
I won't tell your boyfriend, just keep me in the motion
I keep saying I'm gonna win, they keep on thinking that I'm joking
I just rock and roll, think about the times I had to lock and load
I hear them on the landing, baby girl, I think I've gotta go
I'm tired of this *, so tell the goats to let me * home
Went to jail with kid, but it be different now
I'm * grown
I'm * grown now, man
Let me * home now, man
I'm * grown now, man