Lately I've been trying not to drink Cause every time I start I don't know how to stop it I've been overthinking everything Worrying about other people far too often Cause it's me the one who loves myself If your love is not an option Every chance I get Fill my body up with toxins Waiting by my phone Just hoping that one day you'll call me, you'll call me Staring at my demons and ghosts I wish you'd come home Money and the power's enough I can't let you go I can't fucking focus with you by my side Late at night then I wake up in pain every time And every night I sleep alone I think of you You make it hard to let you go I don't wanna give it up Baby tell me what you want Give me one more chance to show you that I promise that I'm not Gonna make you cry again Everything was different then Give me one more chance to show you you can trust me Baby I swear this time I know it's all or nothing Cause I'm alive if you don't leave me like it's nothing Cause when the shark confess you're wild I swear you love it Cause I love it Staring at my demons and ghosts I wish you'd come home Money and the power's enough I can't let you go I can't fucking focus with you by my side Late at night then I wake up in pain every time And every night I sleep alone I think of you You make it hard to let you go Hey baby, I'm so sad that I missed you But I wanted to call and say that I love you And I feel bad that I had to share you But I'm glad that you're family and I love you And I'm glad that you're family and I love you And I'm glad that you're family and I love you And I'm glad that you're family and I love you