On our way home after the party Sharing my headphones while I'm walking Next to you, you, with my arm around ya I strayed out of nowhere, I feel lonely It's like my heart dropped down and broke me Out of the blue, what to do with my arm around ya There's no reason for me to be feeling like that Over-drinking again just to cover the fact that I'm sad I don't even know what's causing the pain Don't know how to define it or give it a name And it's fucking me up, fucking me up Floating through the night then driving all day Hiding in my bedroom, trying to escape Cause it's fucking me up, fucking me up Faking smiles, pretending I'm not anxious Hide from friends and opening up to strangers I don't wanna be dramatic, cause it's all in my mind Saturday night and they keep calling My phone light up and I ignore it Got shit to do, no that ain't true It's just something I said There's no reason for me to be feeling like that Over-drinking again just to cover the fact that I'm sad I don't even know what's causing the pain Don't know how to define it or give it a name And it's fucking me up, fucking me up Floating through the night then driving all day Hiding in my bedroom, trying to escape Cause it's fucking me up, fucking me up I don't wanna feel this way I don't wanna feel this way